A pink floyd song, close to my heart!

"Coming Back To Life"

Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight..into the shining sun

To all those who do not know what yearning is!

The red moon in the sky, how beautiful it could have been after being eclipsed last night! The cold breeze and delhi's traffic pasing along when you are sitting in a slow moving auto, the headlights glaring at you, street lights gleaming unthankfully and the continuos honking which is annoying. With someone talking to you, hearing certain experiences make you ponder upon certain situations and happenings in your life. Exactly this is what I went through in the evening today. I spent a huge amount, got momentary happiness and a bulk of guilt while returning :P

I kept thinking about those who don't have yearning for what they claim to be theirs, who do not long to be with them despite of saying "I miss you." It happens with all of us, We dread to lose some people, some articles in our lives for their invaluable existence. I somewhere started wishing that I could be as cold and unreachable. But suddenly something panged in me and I pitied those who couldn't feel the way I could, human beings could!

For those who couldn't realise what yearning is, what longing means, how difficult it is to wait and what a pure emotion comes out of experiencing it all, I would pray for them :) 

The moon couldn't be mine

i didn't stop looking at it

i still wished

i still dreamt

i still hoped..