The Suppression

when the eyes are filled
with tears
and the mind with angst
everyone asks tou to
lead a life of fear
but you say, please take a stand.
You want to scream
out at the world
and break free
but you keep holding
for your bitter tongue
creates havoc
And you are reminded
again and again
of the ways of the world
and the expectations of many.
And you think,
think hard and wonder
"why did I grow to be
what I am"
Indeed it is tough
to say out loud
that I refuse'to be a part of this crowd.
And then you are shooed
all your aspirations die
The rebel in you
sits and thinks,
"Okay! lets give it a try!"